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So it's been a number of years(again...see a recurring theme here?)  

Life in short.  I bought a house in Anchorage, have just been promoted to a network admin at my company, and my wife left me 3 months ago.    Her antics never stopped, and she never seemed like she wanted to fix them.  I wanted to talk to her about it, and her answer was "I think I want to move home".  And me being mad at the time, said nothing except "well, that's it then."  Since then, life has been an emotional roller coaster of wanting her back, and learning about some of the things she does, and never wanting her to return.  Yet through all of it...I still love her, and there's not much I can do about it unfortunately.  I finally get to the point where I feel like I'm moving on, and I'm ready to start doing the paperwork, and then I start dreaming about her, like today. I had a dream where we were back together, and the severe distrust, pain in my gut was still there, and she was still off doing things she wasn't supposed to, but all I could do was try to please her and get her to stay...dunno what it means, but it's not cool, and not fair to my mental health...

Other than that, things are going pretty well.  Church is going well, work is going well, and I've been actually having a social life since moving to day shift.  

But that's all for now.  

I think I will start writing on here more often again, and maybe even get the creativity to write, take pictures, etc.  

amazing what loneliness does to creativity levels.  

--out--
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Drinking: water

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~kaindragoon36
Patrick
United States
Current Residence: Anchorage, AK
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Country
Favourite style of art: Photography
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:iconakpas:
Just stopping by to say hi :wave:

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:iconmattgamer:
Nice site.
You've been here since the beginning?

mG

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:iconkaindragoon36:
I think it started in november, I joined in december, but I remember when the site was concept, now it's freakin huge!
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:iconmattgamer:
sweet man - that's crazy!
dude... why don't you have tons of hits if you've been here for over 3 years?
i have many, but i've only been advertising my stuff alot - that's how - and i've been making friends with every artist i can.
it's weird.. i'd think you'd have like 20,000 or something. hehe.

mG

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:iconkaindragoon36:
I joined in '00, didn't really mess with it until '02, then I got into it quite a bit. When you don't post, nobody has anything to look at. And lately, I haven't had any creativity going, and not a lot of time between moving from North carolina, to the middle east, back to carolina, and then to alaska in the course of 6 months, so I haven't had much to post. But hopefully I'll get a chance to take my camera out here in Alaska and get some good landscapes after the snow quits for a while
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:iconstupidgirl:
I like your avatar... Dont know why, I just do. :) lol

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:iconaprigel:
I MADE IT!

*does the I Rock dance for the umpteenmillionth time since making the avatar*

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:iconwishforwings:
Thanks for the fav. I don't remember if I ever remember to say thanks.

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:iconjudoalien:
Very Nice Featured.... and thanks for the comment WAY back on a Pic I did called "ominous".

--Matthew

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